So, life keeps giving you hardships, and sometimes you feel you are close to your breaking point. What to do, what to do? You're then thinking to walk the plank, to make a deep cut on your wrist and just let it fly loose. What  is that? Blood, of course, you silly thing. Or maybe you're thinking to make a jump for it, for the paper plane flying thirty stories above ground level. Perhaps it won't hurt so much? At least it won't be as painful as the pain you're feeling right now.

But then you realise you are in love with someone. Love, however painful, keeps you alive. It gives you hope everyday. You know that you have to struggle, and to have a go for it. For life. Because without life, you know that you can not have the love that you want so bad.

But then life keeps giving you hardships...



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Jakarta, just before the trip to Makasar.